Tuesday, April 19, 2005


It is the day after my birthday. Vocal rest and thought are two main goals. There isn't a lot I can do. So on my day I do what's been pondered on for three years...I got my learner's permit. So much for a blog to be posted...however, it marked a change, a removal of fear, doubt, of stagnation. To think, I was so nervous. To assume that I would fail the easiest exam created. But it was all there. The mind has been so wired to doubt for so long. It's going to be a while before I'm totally re-wired, when images I need the least are promptly dissolved and flushed away. For my birthday, I can say that most of the heaviest tasks that laid beside me for years were met within four new months. More to be done....but I'm feeling good. And somewhat fearless.